Wisp

I wonder why you went along with what I asked.

It is the nature of women to query, and I queried. Not out loud, but I did.

I wonder if it was easier for you to have had me make my decision. I wondered if it was easy for you at all. And I wondered if I'd done the right thing.

I am naive in so many ways, a chlid when it comes to this. I am too straightforward, too immature.

What if I do not know better? I know I cannot go on like this, 

I can see myself fading, losing touch with those who have had mutual links, those we would have considered friends at a point of time.

It is a dark reality, but a reality nonetheless.