Wednesday 16 March 2011

Suit Up

I am starting another chapter.

Starting out anew.

It feels strange, and slightly scary, treading the steps that my friends have taken a little while ago. Sometimes it feels as if I have Peter Pan syndrome, feeling a certain reluctance to venture into a world that I do not feel entire welcomed into, despite knowing that it is time for me to step up and pay my dues.

Sometimes I wonder if I am capable of doing the things I am expected to do, and that insecurity bubbles forth from within, making me question myself - am I doing the right thing, am I taking the right path, am I making the correct decisions?

I suppose there is always that defining moment when you have to man up, suit up and step forth into those social constructs.

This is my time. 

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