Sunday 25 October 2009

Uncertainty

Scary is watching him sleep and realizing you can never let him go.

Can you heart burst from too much love? Sometimes it feels like the cup runneth over.

His gentleness makes my heart ache, and his strength makes me what I am to the public eye. I am not as strong as I seem - and it is this borrowed strength that keeps me going.

The future scares me like nothing else, because I can see in him someone I could grow old with; just the two of us growing old together in the sun.

Why does my heart ache with the uncertainty?

I will never know - for my future is only on God's hands.

And for the moment, I pray that He is merciful towards us.

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